meaning.of.me

moved.

2008-02-10T12:28:00.000+08:00

after 5 years of blogspot
i have decided to move!
ask me for the new link
=)

missing.you

2008-02-08T13:36:00.000+08:00

Every time I think of you
I always catch my breath
And Im still standing here
And youre miles away
And Im wondering why you left

And theres a storm thats raging
Through my frozen heart tonight
I hear your name in certain circles
And it always makes me smile
I spend my time
Thinking about you

And its almost driving me wild
And theres a heart thats breaking
Down this long distance line tonight
I aint missing you at all
Since youve been gone
Away

I aint missing you
No matter
What I might say

Theres a message
In the wild
And Im sending you
This signal tonight
You dont know
How desperate
Ive become

And it looks like
Im losing this fight
In your world
I have no meaning

Though Im trying hard
To understand
And its my heart thats breaking

Down this long distance line tonight
I aint missing you at all
Since youve been gone
Away

I aint missing you
No matter
What my friends say
And theres a message that
Im sending out
Like a telegraph to your soul
And if I cant bridge this distance
Stop this heartbreak overload

I aint missing you at all
Since youve been gone
AwayI aint missing you
No matter
What my friends say
I aint missing you
I aint missing you

I keep lying to myself
And theres a storm thats raging
Through my frozen heart tonight
I aint missing you at all
Since youve been gone
Away

I aint missing you
No matter
What my friends say
Aint missing you
I aint missing you
I aint missing you
I keep lying to myself
Aint missing you

I aint missing you
I aint missing you
I aint missing you
I aint missing you
I aint missing you
Aint missing you
Oh no
No matter what my friends might say
I aint missing you

hurts.so.bad

2008-02-07T15:59:00.000+08:00

so, she's not close to u?
and he's not even associated with u?
and what, you dont want to talk to him ever again?
oh
coz u were too affected?
poor u then
all i can sae that ur one sad sordid human thing
yeah. . .no profanity here eh, daddy's gal
i'm sooooo scared that ur dad will find out
and GO AROUND TELLING EVERYONE
WHAT I DID?

pfft
whatever gal
i cant be bothered but my mum is
i tink u seriously wanna witness another family fight
all thanks to ur ignorance and u feeling like that comment
was meant for u

oh yah
give my thanks to your dad
for telling grandma not to 'feed me'
coz i diirtied his precious daughter's name

watever k?
coz ur officially not family no more

what.hurts.the.most

2008-02-04T10:19:00.000+08:00

overslept!
what the fuck
if not, i would have gotten the relief
and it would be two days
so right now,
im moping at home

well done farouk,
well done

now that school is over
im so sad lah
i missed work and shit lah
damn pissed

i think im gonna go over to grams now
and hit benny's gym

no.more.i

2008-02-01T08:13:00.000+08:00

last day of RP is today
and i am kinda missing it?
coz im working
and that sucks coz its the very
last time i would ever do a PPT
and its kinda sad
to leave everyone behind and all the enemies
and stuff. . .
=(

RP has definitely given me so
much memories
especially those wit my wonderful frens
whom, i wonder will i ever meet
down the road again. . .
will we ever come together again?
kinda depressed thinking about it
fuck.

argh
and now,
i got to wait for my NS enlistment
and i wonder when it is
like wth
must wait so long. . .
arghhhh
so retarded

baked cookies yesterdae
and passed it to the school teachers
as a gift to brighten their day
=)
hope i make someone's day

i love the 31st alot
coz its the most special day for me lahhh
WOOTS!
i love you to bits and pieces mannn!
=)

fyp.done

2008-01-25T14:34:00.000+08:00

yeah!
fyp is finally done!
im so glad. . .=)

been skipping sch since
mon, tues, thurs, fri
to do relief teaching
which is getting more stressful lah
so siannnnzzzzz
but pay is gooood
as always
haizzzzz

damn pissed with my acne
outbreak now
fucking fucked up doctor
give me shit and this is what happened!
KNNNNNNNN

life.sucks

2008-01-17T15:20:00.000+08:00

shittiest thing to ever happen
to a student happened to me yesterdae
and it wasnt good
it was terrible

was suppose to have our FYP presentation
at 9am
and so my team met up at 8am to get
ourselves prepared
and then when it was 9am, we went into
the evaluation room and waited
and waited
and it was weird, because both our evaluators
werent there yet
and we felt something weird was
happening
and so we called frank ng, our supervisor
but couldnt get through
and then we tried IM-ing him
as well as Santosa the bastard
and turns out, OUR FUCKING PRESENTATION WAS RESCHEDULE
and who's fault was it?
OBVIOUSLY IT WAS SANTOSA AND FRANK!
bastards. . .

frank,
how in the world
can someone as sloppy as u
forget and overlook this important change
i am aghast and sadden

santosa,
u cunt of a man
its very hard to talk to u
coz i believe ur fucking country
has shit like this happening everyday
but we here, in SINGAPORE have RIGHTS!
BRENGSEK FUCKER!

and yes,
we waited till 9.30am
and i controlled my anger
and stormed out of school
cheeeebyeeeeeee

and it has been posponed to the 23rd
nxt week at 1pm
well done RP, well done
__

3.weeks.left

2008-01-13T14:14:00.000+08:00

yesterdae. . .
was kinda like the most
disgusting nite ever
in my life
coz shit happens
and yeah. . .i shouldnt have done
what i did
but i tink i was a tad too sad or depressesed or whatnot
arghhh. . .
er xin lah. . .stupid me

hmmmms. . .
aniwaes,
had swensens brunch wit grams and andrea
we decided to treat grams to swensens
and she had her fav fish and chips
and me,
i had some roasted chicken salad shit
and then had sundae wit the icecream changed
to sticky chewy! ahahahahaha
totally smart lah me!
and then walked ard
and tried to find cream cheese
is it me or is all the cream cheese sold out everywhere?
wat the fuck lahhhh!
how to make my cheesecake cupcakes if like that!
arghhhh!

so dreading tommorow's lesson
coz its damn shitty business finance lah
wat the fugggggggg
coz i'm gonna be damn damn bored
=/

yep,
and in the evening i was baking wit me bestie
and then the oven kinda like broke down
and me and her did some operation to the plug
kudos to physics in sec 4!
phewwwww
really came in handy when we were fixing the
live, neutral and earth wires
geeeez. . . .

yep. . .the cupcakes turned out great
and yummy!
hehehe!
i wanna try and make swiss roll wit the extra
cream we have
hmmmmms. . .

ok. . .
things to do now. . .
burn my FYP project for submission tommorow
and rehearse for the presentation this wed
at 9am!
WTF lah!
first team to present summore
all da best to myself man. . .
fuck!

roses.roses

2008-01-07T00:06:00.000+08:00

alrite

off to a good new year start i tink

school is gonna start

like in a few hours?

hahaha

baked my first bacth of goodies for

the year yesterdae

and it will be a present for my FYP mates

haha. . .

hope they like 'em!

hmmms. . .

so im back to living alone

AGAIN

parents have gone back

so its me, myself and I again

and and and

i new a new haircut

ooooon!

most probably tommorow!

gonna go back to my stylist, Judy!

haha

and and

i am officially on starvation diet mode

i need to be less fleshy

and more leaner

hmmmmms

and and and

i havent laid my resolutions out
darn!

cupcake picccs!

do.u.speak.ingalish

2008-01-02T21:18:00.001+08:00

ok. . .
new year
and new beginings aite
back to sch
literally for me
coz i had my first relief teaching
of the year today!
woots!
KA CHINGGGG!
im finally working again!
=)

oh.good.tidings.to.all

2008-01-01T09:33:00.000+08:00

first and foremost,
HAPPY NEW YEAR
*rolls eyes*

alrite. . .i see nth interesting
or new that is gonna happen this year
it just come across as a normal shitty-ish year
darn
another 4 more weeks of school lah
argh. . .
then its graduation
and then its NS
haaaaaaa
wat the fishh
*do the action*

ok. . .so i presume ppl have resolutions
and crap stuff for the new year
well for me basically,
is to gym and get a better physique
save money. . .i cant emphasive this more
i can never save money lah. . .=/
what else eh?
do well for the final semester
apply for uni; get advance standing
most prob i'll try and aim for a double degree
heeee!

and i'll scrape my plans to be an air steward for now
there is just no time for me to pursue this
as i'll be stuck in NS, then UNI, then government bond
coz of teaching
haiz. . .

and and
coz me parents are flying off by this Thurs/Fri morning
i should try and spend more time wit 'em
this few days and treasure them
=)

cant wait for relief teaching to start
which is 2molo!
WOOOHOOOOOOO!
like wat my mom said
"if u dun wanna do it, think abt the money whenever u get the call"
AHAHAHAHAHA!
i always do, mom!

happy.new.year.eve

2007-12-31T20:58:00.000+08:00

its the end of the year
like literally
its gonna be 2008
and i was still thinking it was gonna be 2007
wishful thinking on my part here

it seriously amazes me
how time can really pass me by so fast
that i can stop and just cry
for all the mistakes that i've made
and be overjoyed with my achievements
as well as all the lies and deceptions
that i cooked up this year
and that's a story for another day yeah

2007. . .
ah. . .memories from the year isnt fresh
perhaps nothing significant this year
as i keep rembering stuff from 2006
hmmm. . .

this year was the start of my final year in sch
as well as my downward spiral into obliviation
of nt hitting the honours roll for sem 1
and i doubt i can do it in sem 2
coz i so wanna skip sch when it starts
nxt week
and i have to get on my diet
and yeah. . .save up for some botox
haaaaaaaaa
>.>

looking back at this year. . .
from a standstill
i cant envision much
except stuff that will make me regret in future
=/

well. . .this year

i bought my first LV
i had my first long-term teaching position for 2.5months
i had my first clubbing exp ( like so long aft turning 18!)
i had to live alone for the first time ( Parents relocated to Doha in Dubai)
i had cats as pets for the first time (aye shwe and tigger - u guys will always be rmbed)
i took the NR2 bus for the first time (LOL! *shoots self)
i started skipping lessons for relief teaching
i saw 3 Zeros in my bank statement but it was there for less than 24 hrs!
i failed driving 3 times
~~made out in public~~. . .ooops! lols! =P
extended my social circle by like 6383783738783787873811229 times
and the event of the year:

halloween party at my crib ya all!

and yeah. . .im trying hard to rmb stuff
but nth is coming to my mind
coz nth interesting happened in my life
and some stuff can never ever ever EVER be mentioned
nor be breath out!
need to take to my grave

alrite. . .
i guess i am kinda fine wit SOMEONE now
u know who u are
i wouldnt bother contacting u
coz i lazy to do so
no worries
coz i was damn childish
and yeah. . .i dunno y i was so mad
maybe i was in a PMS mood bahhhhh???
AHAHAHA

aniwhos,
HAPPY NEW YEAR
and lets start the new year wit a bang yeahhhhh!
my resolutions will be out 2molo
probably. . .

zomg.wat.a.year

2007-12-29T21:51:00.000+08:00

reminiscing all the moments of this year
especially that of my driving
which is the most memorable of the lot
failed 3 times?
yeah. . .i have yet to take it for the 4th time
totally no motivation to do it
=/

and yeah. . .cant wait to start work
again =/
once the primary school reopen,
i'll be on call doin relief teaching again
bleahx

and i am gonna graduate as well
woooohooooo
and yeah. . .will do the yearly reflection on the 31st
not today
=)

went to zara today
LIKE FINALLY!
was killing me inside
when i couldnt go on Thursday lah
but i got nth i like
except a cap and this super tight shirt
all thanks to andrea and peipei hor
HMMMMSSSS

alrite. . .
i should continue my marketing plan
for my FYP project
toodles!

its.freedom.i.want

2007-12-24T12:25:00.000+08:00

i love today
like totally love it lah
coz coz coz
i went shopping wit the parents
at Vivo!
haha
i shall consider it a Christmas Shopping experience!
lols

ok. . .
so what did i manage to snag from the parents?
a new Hugo Boss Selection parfum! $80
a new river island shirt which i so wanna xchange
for a smaller size! hahaha =X $105
maybe xchange after they 've gone back to Dubai
kekekeke
and new slip-ons and tshirt from Pull and Bear sale
ahahahahahahaha $60
rofl

ok lah. . .
not so much stuff lah
ok. . .wats nxt on my list?
hmmms. . .
perhaps a LV/Coach pouch
not those fugly ard the waist type
but more of like dumping stuff in
and then dump it in my bag type
hahaha!
im happy and high!

and dinner at earl swensen was fab
i had some black pepper chicken
which was yummy
and coit tower sans the disgusting bananas
yummilicious
but totally fattening
a moment of pleasure, a lifetime on the hips
argggh
but oh wells. . .it was $160 well spend!
=)

just neeed to change that river island shirt
like who wears M lah
ewwwwwww
so baggy on me
and mom said it looked normal
wtf!
i want S
and i will be anaroxic to fit into S
and maintain my 28"
dun care!

fugging acne not subsiding lah
knn
damn pissed lah

oh yah. . .damn pissed with a certain someone
thanks for calling me a scavanger yeah
learn to control that toungue of urs yah
i am petty and haters please fuck off
i am damn fucking petty that it irks me sometimes
but watever fuck ok!

ok. . .goin JB wit Mom 2molo
and i am sooooooooo gonna grab the
shirts i saw there the other time
the Mr Happy and the superstar deh
woots

clubbing on friday sucked
coz i wasnt high and yeahh
company was good and
i wasnt high
so yeah. . .that made me super
depressed
KNN!

MERRY XMAS YA ALL!
LOVESSSS
XOXO

daddy better splurge on me summore!

whirlwind.of.a.day

2007-12-18T20:20:00.000+08:00

mum and dad are back
woots
and i got my H&M
just love my H&M
(was kinda looking forward to it more =X)
haha
and loads of chocolates
ALL for myself
and not for all the selfish peeps
=)

oooohhhh baby baby
i got a nitendo DS lite as well
thanks to mother dear
haha
amazed at how generous she is
after she is back lah!
like she keeps getting me stuff?
like just now
she gave me $10 for no reason
HAHAHA!
*AMAZEEEDDD*

and yeahh
went JB wit Dannn!
hahaha
fun fun fun
watched alvin and the chipmunks lah
so cute sia the show
was totally a cutesy show! haha
and mom gave me $50!
haha
and i refrained from spending
i wanted to get the junkfood and local celebrity shirt
but i controlled myself
*beams*

but kinda regretting now
sadddddd
darn. . .
ARGGGGGHHH!
i wanna get it lahhhh!
bro going on fri. . .wahahahaha
goodie!

hmmms. . .
life seems happier now
but
clubbing came to a stop
which is a downer
=(
i miss clubbing
i miss the 'high'

good.morning.singapore

2007-12-14T08:53:00.000+08:00

parents are gonna be back
in like 5 hrs time?
scary mannnn. . .
yikes please!

spend the night
sweeping
vacumming
and mopping

and yeah, it tired the bones
off me
darn

no more clubbing
wit the parents back
no more late nites
either

time to be religious
and pray pray pray
yep. . .
wit the parents back,
the house turns into a worshipping haven
=/

oh wells!

gap.or.lancome

2007-12-12T09:50:00.000+08:00

hmms
should i work?
i mean those kinda sales jobs?
i vowed nvr to walk in the shoes of a salesperson
as i always felt it was demeaning to me
and like what a fren's mom once said
"why should u serve ppl when instead u should be serve?"
hmmms

its really tempting
to work at GAP
or perhaps some perfume/skincare counter
but i guess i will give em up

ill just stick to teaching kids
maybe coz i prefer sitting wit intellectual teachers
and people who have atleast an A level cert
rather than those sales people wit o levels or n levels
not trying to be mean,
but yeah. . .im kinda elitist!
everyone in singapore is elistist

we have the unspoken social classes
and we know which class is at the bottom yeah
the ma lai rens are definitely the lowest of the social class
=)
got another order!
from dearest tricia
to bake nutella cupcakes
so, headed to carrefour yesterdae
and spend the last of my $40
getting ingredients and whatnot
for that and cheesecake
so yeah
please order a cheesecake from me soon people
im broke yeah. . .
=(

sales.woots

2007-12-10T08:55:00.000+08:00

ok!
made sales for cupcakes today
thanks to dearest seri yah
=)
ok people
please order from me yahhh!
BRGGGGG!
hahaha

u guys piss me off so much lah!
PLEASE ORDER

$15 for just 12 cupcakes!
SO CHEAPPP WAT!
WORTH IT LAH!
ORDERRRR NOWWWWWWW

I ALSO GOT CHEESECAKE OK!!!
*WINKS*

another.suitcase.another.hall

2007-12-06T09:14:00.000+08:00

last sunday was Lina's bdae
happy happy bdae to u
finally 17th
and yeah. . .i hope u did wish
to do well for ur Os!
*crosses fingers*

and it makes andrea's and haikel's
18th bdae nearer!
*gasped*
and soon they will learn driving
and i just hope to be able to pass
driving before they do
*crosses fingers*

the bdae party on sunday
at aloha loyang
was awesome
except
aloha loyang isnt much of a holiday inn
thank god i was able to go home
haha. . .woots

yesterdae was the worst monsoon ever
it kept raining and raining
and i couldn't go for my FYP meeting
which makes me screwed
coz we havent met in 3s for 2 weeks
*gasped*

and yeah. . .
haven been to the gym for this week
must go today by hook or by crook
darn. . .
=/

managed to met up wit jwen and vee ling
and we managed to have lunch at Ichiban
and the dory-don was delish!
yummms. . .
and managed to catch the golden compass as well!
woots!
wonderful movie i tell ya
i was in awe of nicole kidman's charm
coz she's so graceful and elegant
goshhh. . .
she makes the perfect lady
and the fashion was absolutely breathtaking
very Chanel, my dearies
*smacks lips*

and eva green!
gosh. . .
another heavenly being
i adored her in Kingdom of Earth
and here she is, as a witch, Serafina
mesmerised - the word i can use
when i saw her on screen

and yeah
the small gal not pretty lah
so fugly,
biatchhh

oh.my.god.oh.my.god

2007-12-03T09:23:00.000+08:00

after reading's a fren's blog
i got totally shocked
and i knew more about her
and her doings
and i am kinda dissapointed

i guess i have always been kept
in the dark abt the ongoings?
like wateva lah

feeeling absolutely blue and down
very emotional
and no clue why
maybe coz im ugly
or maybe coz wo hen xiang ma lai ren
i hate class so much
especially business finance
its so suckkkyyyy
arghhh nesssssssss

haizzzzzzzzzzzzzz
life sucks
and so does sch
i hateeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee SCHOOOOOOOL!
FUCKKKKKK!
FUCKKKKKK!
i heard u have a new bf
congrats to u
and fuck u to me

good.boy.gone.bad

2007-11-28T14:38:00.000+08:00

i snipped snipped snipped
my hair hair hair
its super short short short
im a happy happy happy boy
=)

and i am happy as well
coz a fren said "you're damn skinny"
hahaha
ok. . .so im super elated as well
=)

oh oh oh
and and
my mom said she will go to H&M
for me
woots. . .
i hope she gets cavalli's range of items
for me
*crosses fingers*

*jumps in joy*

im so happy whenever i dont club
coz
i have more energy and i wont be lethargic
clubbing is tiring
and i have abstain from it
for like 2 weeks?
or maybe 1 week ler
hahaha
oh wells
who keeps a tab on it aniwaes!

am glad coz managed to catch bestie yesterdae
haha. . .zanah ur much much loved
=)
om shanti om!
lols. . .
had grocerry shopping
after 3 months?
coz i have been delaying it lah
now suddenly no more food at home
saddded
so got like that mega huge tin of jacob's
hahaha
oooo
so freaking auntie
haha. . .

ok
just binged on fries from school
=/
feeling sad now
arggghhh
lols

aniwaes,
glad that FYP is about to be done
sooon
haha. . .i like finished a section with me lovely
mate fazlin today
and poor honeybear nadiah is down with flu
hey girl!
get well soon aite!
if ur still ill 2molo, please dont drag urself to school
as faz saes, our health is more important yeah

okok. . .
mum isnt very keen to stay on in singapore
when she comes back on the 14th with daddykins
argh. . .
she simply is attached to her hubby lah
darn
and its true. . .when she is in sg, she will be alone
coz she will be alone
when me works
or me school
or me go out wit fwens
awwwws. . .=(
poor mumsiekins
oh wells

i love my daddykins and mumsiekins
and i'm the apple of their eyes!
*grins*

the.one.that.i.crap.all.over

2007-11-26T09:23:00.000+08:00

i'm starting to love F.R.I.E.N.D.S
its damn hilarious please?
Joey and Phoebe are like the himbo and bimbo
of the show
goshhh!
lols. . .

class is boring
and i am seriously wondering
why life is so hard and shitty
damn

i so need a haircut

medical.checkup

2007-11-21T23:52:00.000+08:00

went for the medical checkup
at CMBP i tink
haha. . .
gosh lah. . .
the location is so weird
like why is it located in a middle of an estate
when there is so much dangerous stuff inside
what if something happens
and the ppl surrounding gets injured hur?
hmmms. . .

the very first test was urine
and the counter guy was a bitch
next was blood group check
whereby they prick my poor finger
cheeeebye
nxt was the drawing of blood from my bicep
cheeeeebye agn
so much blood they koop from me lah!
__
nxt was a stupid audio test
and dental then x ray wit a weird being
i dunno if it was a mutated male/female
er xin lah

then stupid body check
whereby i was half naked
with a dozen other guys
freaking self-consious
nabei. . .
arghh

and then the IQ and EQ test
which i totally screwed up
most probably lah
hahahaha
fucked up test please
eeks lah

okokokok. . .FYP and gym
after sch 2molo!
jia you!

angsty.once.again

2007-11-17T12:51:00.000+08:00

FUCKKKKKK
FUCKKKKKK
FUCKKKKKK

totally goneeeee

nutella.swiss.roll

2007-11-13T12:52:00.000+08:00

u can choose nutella or godiva swiss roll

nutella swiss roll goes for $12 for 2 rolls

godiva swiss roll goes for $25 for 2 rolls
godiva chocolate used is the paraline choco spread =)

please email me farismyaye@hotmail.com
=)

THANKSSSSSSS AND SUPORRRTTTT MEEEE!
and yes. . .u got to self collect =)

back.to.the.shit.hole

2007-11-12T12:01:00.000+08:00

you must be from heaven baby
yes you are

recovering from my damn cold/flu/wateva
damn
and i feel fatter now!
and my faceeeeeeee
my faceeeeeee is getting bad!
coz i stopped my medication!
damn. . .
WHY MY FACEEEE!
gosh. . .

i keep worrying abt my face
and my body
to the extend that it controls my life
which is not good
and whenever i am alone
i tink abt my face
and my body
its an obsession
and its killing me inside
i dont want help
and i dont care
i just want perfection

fuck.

baked swiss rolls on friday.
baked chocolate cupcakes on sat.
made cheesecake on sun.

i dont know if i should sell my goodies
thinking about it. . .hmmms
should i?
argggggh
but its damn tiring to sell 'em
and who will buy?
i hate peddling/selling/wateva
it worns me out tooo

hmmms. . .i soooo dont want to ever
step into 7-11 again. ever.
lester, u know what i mean
=)
even if ppl ask me along
ok. . .maybe not
=P

fuckkkkkkkk
i just feeel so angryyyy for no reason
fuclkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk
fuckkkkkkkkkkk
WHY AM I SOOOOOOOOOOO FUSTRATEDDDDDDDD
ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

assholes

2007-11-06T09:10:00.000+08:00

i tink i have DEFINITELY
been complaining
about teaching alot
and yeah,
one word
FUCKEDUP!
super fucked up i tell ya
the kids. . .
ARGHHHH
their parents seriously dont teach them!
fuckingcuntsofaparents
wittitlickingkidsaschildren

as i am typing this
i am swearing and cursing in my heart
at everyone child in this damn computer lab
muthafuckers
oh yah,
pardon the language
=)

aniwaes, down wit a sore throat
and i am seriously worried about FYP
like seriously worried?
i just hope to like scrape through with maybe a B or C atleast
as this FYP isnt gonna be a walk in the park
*regret, regret*
wat ever we have is gonna be squeezed and scrutinised
i doubt we will get out alive
but hey! atleast my teammates are more confident
than me. . .
YOU GUYS WILL BE MY PILLAR OF STRENGTH AND MOTIVATION
argggghh
y didnt i do coding!
=/

week has been a whirlwind of emotions
yeah. . .the C word!
rofl!
hmmms. . .i am seriously start to dread clubbing
and i believe that i get so pissed whenever i club
maybe coz of who i see and what those ppl do
that's y
or maybe i am just jealous?
but the company is good. . .
why ask for more?

meeting new people is good
but knowing me
i hope its just platonic
ESPECIALLY FOR ME
i am a sucker for this kinda shit
and i hope i dont fall
and i seriously wouldnt want
coz i wouldnt be able to handle it
coz i just cant. . .

mambo jambo
on wed. . .=)
and yeah. . .no ladies nite
coz public holiday eve lah!
poor gals!

halloween.2007

2007-10-31T20:50:00.000+08:00

ok!
this week has been fun fun fun
sat and sun was a blast
shallnt go into details
but for sun,
managed to get my feathered wings
for halloweeennn!

and yesterdae,
yes, yesterdae
was the halloween party
held at yours truly abode!
=)

gosh. . .
the deco was simply superb
shallnt sae where i got the idea from
*winks*

aniwaes, food was lovely
swiss rolls,
spagetthi,
applecinnamon rice cakes,
baked nachos!
haha!
total fun!

will post up pics sooon
and yeah
I FUCKING HATE MY SALES MANAGEMENT
FACILITATOR
HE IS A COCK SUCKING CHEEEBYEEE!
FUCK U,
FAT, UGLY BASTARD!

theres.no.kindness

2007-10-24T23:28:00.000+08:00

sometimes
i just feel so sad
and so depressed
and yet, i have to put on
this happy facade
to just chase my blues away
haiz. . .

managed to ran 10km on monday
after school
timing: 80 mins
excellento!

skipped school for two days
already
for relief
just hope i can get relief tommorow as well
need moneyyyyyyyyy
brgggg!

managed to do some shopping yesterdae
got Euphoria Men
=)
double happiness!
and today,
got two tops from
cottonon!
=)

and yeah,
dinner at sakae with loves
arghhh!
all the crap we did lah!
totally punk-ass sia we all!
loves to
peipei and andrea!

amber ur misseeeeed!
get well soooooon!

maneater.yikes

2007-10-22T14:54:00.000+08:00

ok. . .
sometimes,
i just scare myself
i dunno why
i just do
and i tink my friends can vouch for that yeah. . .

aniwaes,
skipped school
and yes
for relief teaching
and the teachers keep making me feel guilty
for missing school
coz they always keep asking
"You dont have lessons in school today?"
and i'll be like "Got! In the afternoon" *inserts smile*
grrrrr
i am super guilty lah
that i wanna jump down
whenever i use that line
if only they knew RP's system. . .
ROFL!

have a freaking
TEST!
today. . .yes
and its on SALES!
NABEI!
fucking scary
COZ
sales is shitty
and its soooooooooooooooooooo
LONG WINDED lah!
darn!
REGRETTTTTT!

OK!
GONNA GO GYM TODAY
AFTER 2 MONTHS of MIA!
WOOTS!

need to tone up ppl
flabs of meat all over my body
disgustingggg!
BLEAHX!

3.months.yikes

2007-10-18T22:38:00.000+08:00

ok. . .

been 3 months since mom left

and yeah. . .

have gotten use to it

and gotten some uber nice frens

yeah!

more baking soon!

woots!

baking.bleahx

2007-10-17T23:03:00.000+08:00

baking was absolute love
when baking with the ones you love
had dearest wei ling over
unfortunately, my other lovelies
like teresa and gene arent ard as well
oh wells!

glad to have wei ling!
and let me tell u guys abt weiwei,
shes the absolute doll lah!
wash up and clean up for me
haha
*evil grins*
next time call her and bake then ask her clean
the whole house!
muahahaha

kiddin only!
=P

ANIWAES
we baked nutella cuppies
hazelnut cookies
cornflakes choc chips
choc chips
YUMMMMS
=)

alrite
so tired rite now
gonna swim 2molo in school!
woots!
=)

cookies.galore

2007-10-16T00:43:00.001+08:00

woots!
all cleared!

same.story.different.ppl

2007-10-15T10:59:00.000+08:00

ok. . .
same thing
same scenario
and i guess this will definitely be the
lasttttttttttttt time
EVER
EVER
EVERRRRRRRRRRR

DONT WANTTTT
DONT WANTTTT
DONT WANTTTT

hate this feeling seriously
or am i decieving myself?

FUCKKKINGGG
NABEIIIIIII
CCCCCCCCCCCCHEEEEEEEEEEBYEEEE!
feeling so angsty. . .
i can so jump down now!
=/

and yah,
fucked up ppl i have to face
day in and out
like wateva lah
i hope u guys die stealing
the credits from me
fucking cheeeenapiangs

baking.needs.

2007-10-12T11:43:00.000+08:00

i heard a rumour
they say you got a broken heart

wahhh lauuu
damn tiring
baked till like 2am yesterday?
and what did i baked?

choc-chip nut biscottis
peanut cookies
hazelnut cookies

what am i gonna bake today?
cornflakes chocolate
and choc rice nest!
my all time fav! woots!
and brownies
and mind u, these aint pre-mixes aite!

never knew that baking would be THIS tiring
kudos to mom
she managed to like baked for so longggg!
geeezzz!

ok!
anione wanna try,
holler k!
i baked very little!
haha. . .stingy lah!
=P

last.tuition

2007-10-09T20:01:00.001+08:00

damn
having some weird abdominal pain
like some weird spasm?
very worried
i tink its air!
ouchhh!
=(

damn pissed off today
due to the fact that
i got shot by the facilitator
during the sales presentation
nabei lah!
y must shoot my team so much ah!
other teams leh???
FCUKING ASS!
i fucking hate sales management
i just hope to get done
wit this module as soon as possible
nabei

for nothing make me curse so much
damnnn!
i dun wan to go tuition 2molo lah!
siannnnnnz!

fcuked.up

2007-10-08T23:09:00.000+08:00

been too lazy to gym these days
i wonder why
perhaps coz of the fast?
hmmm. . .

my body is feeling so flabby
which is quite saddening
=(

aniwaes,
weekends were definitely interesting
too much vice!
hahaha

when to get andrea's eid outfit
nice shade of green
very peranakan
but i tink she kinda got cheated lah
i tink its suppose to be cheaper than 90 lah
nabei ma lai shopkeeper. . .
wanna cheat everyone!

so super sian
as i have to be in formal outfit supposedly
to make a sales pitch
cheeebyeeee can?
like of all things?
hmmms. . .
ok. . .
will try to cam whore
2molo. . .
=)

cold.storage

2007-10-07T12:09:00.000+08:00

ok. . .
here are the pics
from cold storage
trip wit peipei!

humiliation!

2007-10-07T05:49:00.000+08:00

was like fcking humiliated
at Fish and co?
thanks to andrea
for ratting out
that it was my bdae!sheesh!

Love the Agnes B necklace andrea
got for me!
much love

and last nite,
second time there. . .
and erms. . .kinda had a lil fun
that was kinda erms. . .
made realise what a fool
i was and how low i could stood
for the sake of fun
=(

well done, farouk
ur own ur way to becoming
a skanky and cheap whore. . .

krispy.kremes

2007-10-02T23:08:00.000+08:00

woots
had krispy kremes today
quite tasty i must say
haha

aniwaes, skipped school today
stupid sales lesson
the faci is an asshole
thus, i dislike this module big time
and yeah. . .went to do relief instead
got my 3Diligence back
pesky munsters
same old shit
jabin tested my patience again
the lil muthafcker
I CANT FCUKING CONTROL ADHD kids lah!
nabooooo!

after that
head down to town
andrea had her brows threaded
and i went to fitness first to enquire abt
the membership
damn cheap plz!
nabooo!
and yeah. . .i tink my brows are freaking
thick ler
=/
dun like!
=(

and after that,
headed to agnes b
at Istean Scotts
and got me bag!
hehehe!
freaking broke lah
like spend 345 for a bag
damnnnn!
i rather spend on LV lahhh
however
might be getting Coach instead
coz its 800
cheaper!

gladness. . .

and yeah
damn disgusted by my cats
they fcuking ruin my house lah
i regret keeping them
CHEEEEESE BUNNN!

dins.at.fish.n.co

2007-09-30T10:27:00.000+08:00

fish and peipei

lols!

yummy dinner

and finally got my Mr. Asshole shirt!

YIPEEEEEE!

haha!

hilarious.totally.gosh!

2007-09-28T08:32:00.000+08:00

was listening to the mr brown show just now
i just felt that it was like darn hilarious
about town councils, medishield lucky draw
and some other funny local stuff
they really put the satire in satire!
=P

and yeah. . .
was checking out my CPF account
and to my horror, i have so much in there
gosh! so that's where all my pay cut goes to
damnnnnn. . .
how nice if i could spend that 4 -digit sum lah!
nabei!
=(
*sulks*

and yeahhh. . .gosh
had nafpa trial on tuesday
what the fcuk lah!
totally disgraced myself soooooo much
coz i have been gymming
and it sort of made me lag behind

and class has been quite alrite
as for now
classmates are nice peeps! =)
class aint that bad after all
and yeahh. . .luckily no one is shooting us lah
damnnn!

i.want.i.want

2007-09-27T09:04:00.000+08:00

I WANT THESEEEEEEEEEE!
lols!

missing.them.badly

2007-09-24T22:49:00.000+08:00

*sobs*
*wipes tears*

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day
And make it OK
I miss you

feeling kinda emo
the feeling of having no one around
and the absense of both my parents
are making me feeling so darn sad
haiz

i tink i really regret it bah
shouldn't have asked me mom
to follow me dad

now. . .
all
i
want
is
my
mommy
back
here
with
me

=(

aye.shwe

2007-09-22T13:48:00.000+08:00

fcking kitten!
i'm so gonna kill you lah!
anihow shit on the nice bed i bought
for you!
NABOOOO!
now give me extra deh work
u tink i very the free one ah
people teach you so many times ler
yet u sooooooo damn stubborn
i will chase u out if u do it again
summore ur lao sai so smelly deh
nabei!
dun free u ler!

in other news,
started FYP!
yeahhh!
hopefully we can like really write alot of crap
and the stupid assesor will be blown away
and pass us!
DAMNNNNN
coz B for last sem
haiz

kinda sad
thinking about it. . .
but nth i can do
and yeah. . .
was not on the roll of honour after 2 years
hahaha
must give the others a chance
*rolls eyes*

aniwaes,
wondering where to get jeans. . .
true religion? rock and republic? cheap mondays?
hmmms
cult jeans are so hawt
Levis is soooooo mainstream and every tom, dick and pussy owns it
*rolls eyes again*

feeling so pms-ish
maybe coz i haven club for like a fcking month?
CHEEEEEEBYEEEEEE

AND MY GYMING!
haven been going for 4 weeks!
SO GONAAAAAAA make up for it nxt week
must jia you!

donuts.everywhere

2007-09-20T09:14:00.000+08:00

yums
tried e-donuts like yesterdae?
quite tasty!
haha!
too many donuts in singapore ler!
ohmygoddd! lah!

haizzzzz. . .
my cats pester me too much
and the little kitten, aye shwe
has been damn annoying
keep hitting my internet cables lah!
then i always get disconnected!
and then,
i will have to spank her tiny ass
which makes me damn pissed

and and and!
did relief yesterdae!
stupid P5 Grace
piss me off lah those 11 year olds!
haizzzzzzzzzzz

so hungryyyyyyyy
and i soooooooooo am gonna hit the gym after school
MUAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

and today's problem is so sucky!
about napfa
which is coming nxt month!
NABEI!!!!

so.lonely

2007-09-18T00:02:00.000+08:00

ok. . .
i am like waking up all alone
in the morning
without my mom
to wake me up

living alone has its cons
like no one to pick up after you
no one to bother about you
no one to nag at you to do the right stuff
its kinda sad
i took things for granted bah. . .
haiz. . .

keeping up with the sawn is a battle
like no one to wake u up
and u cant do aniting
haiz. . .
=(

class was relatively alright
made friends immediately
thank goodness my eyebrows
are alright
haha. . .threaded to nicely ler
=P
hoping to not look too gay!
damn!

had cartel with the clique
haha. . .
had fish and chips
and yummy bread!
then went to topman
got my tobacco coloured skinnies
hehe!
and a suprise gift for Teresa
pajamas!
LOLS!

hope she likes it!

I WANNA CLUB!

2.cats.and.a.me

2007-09-12T10:32:00.000+08:00

i heard it all before
i dont want to hear
i dont want to speak

shit happens ppl
like what happened to my cats
dont want to elaborate
but i got new kittens!
both ginger
1 is 3 months old
the other is like 1 month old?

Tigger was adopted on the 8th of Sept (3 months old)
Aphrodite was adopted on the 7th of Sept (1 month old)

and they both dont eat alot
which is kinda scary
making we worried

taking care of the kittens
has made me missed out on 2 weeks of gym
that is how bad it is
i am too tired to go out and gym lah
freaking sian lah everyday

sick of the meows
sick of feeling shitty
sick of everything

so sianz
1.30 got to go and teach tuition
and i smell of cat poop
damn. . .
and then the vet appointment at 8pm
fuckkkkk
=/

back to school nxt week
sianz
damn classes
fuck!

pets

2007-09-06T09:22:00.000+08:00

been so freaking busy
taking care of kittens
and i mean fat fat kittens
two tabby kittens
and a ginger kitten
no name as of yet
just calling them
miumiu and meimei
and ginger is called meowmeow
haha!

will post one pic first
coz too stress with them!
damn my brother!

beautiful.girls

2007-08-29T00:34:00.000+08:00

beautiful girls
they will have you sucidal
sucidal sucidal

gosh!
triple bdae celebrations!
so fun
first was a dinner date
at my place
with haikel, andrea and peipei
dearest love amber couldnt make it
but we shall make it up k!
much love to amber and her new job!
jia you!
and yeah. . .
peipei suprised me with a cake
thanks dear!
love ya lots!

aayoooo technology

the next day i had my class chalet
at Aloha Loyang
damn big lah the place
cheebye!
and it was fun!
we got damn high
bacardi and gordons
and then i sponsored a Jim Bean!
hehehe!
=)
totally hungover when i was in school
teaching
damnnn
haha
truly a wonderful chalet
the truth will eventually come out
and it did
boy! was i shocked!

and then today on my bdae
bestie and halimah came over
and suprised me!
thanks guys and lovely cake!
muacks!
love ya all

hehe!
atleast i know there is a reason for living
and that there are ppl worth it

much love to the bdae shoutouts!
=)

long.island.tea

2007-08-19T12:30:00.000+08:00

there's no kindness in your eyes
the way you look at me is just not right

oh god!
mom has officially left the country
and she is sooooo damn happy there
coz she is living in the lap of luxury lah!
air con 24 hours and stuff!
geeezzzz

hmmms. . .
was wondering if dad would want to
come back here or myanmar
i sooooooooo totally miss myanmar
minus the weather, the water and the bugs
eeeeeks
i tink my family there are uberly nice
and freaking rich ppl
but kinda stingy?
all my cousins married wealthy businessman sons?
geeeezzzz
and these businessman's wives always travel to Singapore
and stuff. . .ahahahahaha
goshhhh!
ok. . .
back to Myanmar!
wonder when i will probably go back
i mean. . .
i can go back alone
but. . .
oh wells!
burmese gals are the bomb!
kekeke!

and ouch
the ear stud hurts lahhh
soooooo gonna let my ear grow back
i tink!
hahaha!!!!
pei rong claims i look gay!
HUMPF!

last nite was ok
i only got freaking dizzy!
hahaha!!!
atleast i got to see Jacintha and Shahmen!
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
and bump into Chris!
lols!

yeahhhh!
now without mom
i can successfully diet
coz no sinful dishes to eat!
=)

goodbye.mummy

2007-08-16T23:56:00.000+08:00

love changes. . .
love changes everything

today is the last day wit my mum
she is gonna fly off to Doha
at ard 7am?
sending her at 4am
kinda sad. . .thinking abt it
she will be gone for 2 years
to join my dad
so yeah. . .
2 years to live independently
pay the bills myself
which is scary coz i dunno how to use the payment giro shit
i am a himbo lahhh
haiz. . .
then. . .
got to cook myself
i can only cook pasta
and bake anything
damn. . .
wash clothes alone!
nabei!
i will be fucking lonely lah
all alone
my brother will be in camp
and me?
damn. . .all alone at home

ok. . .
so many things i told myself
i will do without my parents ard
and now,
i can really do so
fuck!
=(
damn saddening thinking abt it
atleast holidays coming
so. . .
not toooooo bad bah?
argh!

been skipping sch this week as well
so that can stay home with my mom
*sobs*
cant believe it lahhhh
in a few hours she will be on that flight
=/

i tink i need to lie down
cant even blog much as
its toooooo depressing. . .
failing my traffic police practical test for the THIRD time
and losing my mom. . .

once.bitten.twice.shy

2007-08-15T21:11:00.000+08:00

so yeahhh
as they sae it
once bitten, twice shy
just like driving for me. . .
i cant drive 'safely' in the circuits
i am toooo shaky
like wat the fuck man!
fucking SSDC
make me fail my TP
time and time again
i am totally sick of driving already

goshhhh. . .
and yeahhh
mum flying off for good
on friday morning
soooo
not coming to school on fridae
and yeahhh
dunno if 2molo wanna go sch
toooooo depressed again
fuck!

just.leave.the.light.on

2007-08-12T21:26:00.000+08:00

just leave the light on for me baby
i will be there before you close the door

ok. . .
i am currently shaking and trembling
and my legs are wobbly
my stomach is churning
why?

coz i am fretting over
my third driving practical test
which is on wed 15th
cant believe i failed my TP
for 2 times already!
i am a bad driver
coz i get nervous and kan cheong
easily
its my nature
i just hope i dont get suan
by the fucking intsructors
when i attend my revision
tommorow. . .

the fucking instructors nag alot
especially the old foggeys
i will complain about them
one day!!?!?
the day i pass!
so. . .
watch out!!!!

hmmsss. . .
wonder how many more TP will I
have to go through to pass
haha. . .
i am totally dumb
toooooo dumb to drive/function
=/

aiseh!
i just love mambo jambo tunes
i wannnaaaa hit zouk on a wed again!
soooon!

and my bdae coming!
wonder where to celebrate!!!
MoS? Zouk? hmmms
or the comfort of my home?
have a house party?
geeeezzzzz

argghhhh
driving sucks major big timing!

mambo.jamboooo

2007-08-09T11:32:00.000+08:00

hehe
hit mambo jambo last nite
wit the usual gang
man. . .it was fcking pack
and i got a lil high
from drinking that stooopid screwdriver
by myself!!!!
cheeeesseeeebun lahhh!
sooooooooooooo potent lahhh the mixture
though is orange and vodka?
sheeeeesh!

blew $24 on cabbie on the way back
*faints*
and $25 for cover charge
siannnzzzz wor!

i better lie down from my hangover

post.649

2007-08-07T08:17:00.000+08:00

okok. . .
2molo is my FYP presentation
and also going mambo jambo
hope to get my krispy kremes as well!
HEHEHE!!!

and my bdae is coming soon
whooptidoooo
=)

overdress.overkill

2007-08-06T09:54:00.000+08:00

"wah! why today wear so nice!"
goshhh!
y everyone asking!
oh goddd!!!
i tink i overdressed lahhh!
note to self
*RP is damn slack, cannot dress professionally*
geeez
buttttttttt
i am soooooooooo gonna dress up lah
this few weeks
purposely deh
and also coz i bought so many of these kinda shirts
so, it will be a waste of my money
if i dont dress well lah!
cheesebun!

and yeahhh
baked nutella cupcakes during the weekends
suppose to bring to class to share
but i ate everything
sooooo, too bad class!
*rolls eyes*

i rmb baking a cake for sem 1 in year 2
and everyone loved my cake
dunno if wanna do it this sem
coz like damn lazy to bake lahhhh
hahaha

so fucked up
no relief teaching this morning
nabeeeiiiiiiii
haizzzz
just looking forward to wednesday
8/8
FYP presentation and then mambo jambo
at zouk!
hehehe!
yipeeeeee
lols
i need to club soooooo damn bad lahhh!
suffering from clubbing withdrawal syndrome rite now
hehehe!
=)

to end it off,
"i dressed so nice coz hor i feel like it lah and i tink i very shuai lah"

shopping.spree.broke

2007-08-03T08:22:00.000+08:00

i shopped till i got totally broke

so sad rite now

but not to worry

haiz. . .

bought shades from topman

coz it was on sale

supposedly $23

but stupid sales gal scan and it

became $27!

cheesebun!

haiz

and yeahhh

blew my moolah on a new

adidas bag

160 ya all!

gonna jump down!

nutella.cuppies

2007-07-31T22:40:00.000+08:00

everything is alright
if i just breathe

*drools*
sooooo gonna make these cupcakes
nutella cupcakes/muffin wateve u guys call it
cant wait ya all!!!!
hehehe!!!

i realise i didn't blog alot for this month
i have like less than 10 posts for July?
goshhh!
this has been quite a hectic month
coz of tuition every night
and yeahhh. . .
i owe one of the kids apple pie!
rofl!
hmmms. . .and 2molo is my last day
at AMK pri. . .
wonder if i should give 'em aniting
those bastards!
lols

i hate the gals lahhh
totally fucked up attitude
geeezzz

went to town after sch
as i was dressed sooooo nicely
hehehe
everyone kept commenting
if i had presentations
what the fuck lah!
naboooo!
obviously not!
cant feel like dressing up mahhhh!
everyday must dress down is it!
like the rest of u lazy slackers!
cheeeesebunnn!

oh yahhh. . .
gonna hit Mango to get the shades
i tink i look hot in 'em
and some tees from river island
hehehe!
cant help going to river island
i heart river island sales!
nyeeeeehehehe!
*BLEAHX*

hopefully i finish fast tomolo!
for my skin appointment
i want clear and beautiful skinnnn!
so that all eyes will be on me
when i hit the dancefloor!
LOL

gonna hit zouk
probably nxt wed!
MAMBO JAMBO! HERE I COMEEEE!

never.stop.never.stop

2007-07-29T23:21:00.000+08:00

you signed my name on your arm
you put so much in my heart

gosh!
just love hilary's songs
from her new album!
totally awesome and jiggy!
soundtrack to my jogging in school
hehe!!!

aniwaes,
hope there is relief 2molo
so dont need to go school for accounting
in the morning
hehehe. . .gosh. . .
i am like freaking lazy and money minded!
oh wells!
aniting for my exurberant lifestyle
and its for myself. . .not anione else
i don even give my family my money
so yeahh. . .i wont give to my frens as well
=)
i am stingy
and i love myself for being stingy!
=)
fuck off and lick ur mum's cunt
if you ever have a prob with that k?
*SMILES*

i love bitching
i am the grammar bitch as well
ppl wit shit enounciation get hell from me
i love correcting ppl's english!
=)

so jealous seeing frens who are doing attachment
overseas
nabei. . .
soooooo gonna migrate overseas. . .
=P
burmese ppl are always migrating everywhere
we need to leave our legacy around
=)

finally retail therapy today
bought two tops
1 from river island
and 1 from zara
*yawns*
cheapp clothes. . .
i totally am gonna get a lacoste shirt soon?
i got like raplh lauren polo already
so yeah. . .kinda bored with that
oh maybe get a fred perry polo
pei rong, can rite?
hehehe
*snigger*

watched the simpsons
with russ yesterdae
hmmm
quite good show
except it is super draggy
can fit inside their 30mins
slot actually
just that,
they dragged it
sheeeshhh

and yeah
look out for the new movie
Perfect Stranger
ITS DAMNNN NICE
downloaded it and watched it ler
superb movie!
just gotta love Halle Berry!
MUACKS!

hmmms. . .
still dunno when to get my bag. . .
goshhh

slut.face

2007-07-25T22:58:00.000+08:00

hehe!
yeahhh!
bought a pair of new shoes
from modern amusement?
totally in love with 'em
and i wore them to teaching
hehe!

and at tuition
another tutor said they were cute!
=)
and she's hot lah!
hahaha!
*grins*

ok. . .been teaching since Monday
made up some excuse on Monday
to pon
hopefully can get B
like MIS that time!
=)
and yeahh. . .i hate econs
so good timing that I had relief!
=)

ok. . .gonna be rich next month
BUT
i need to pay for driving
so back to square one of being broke
haizzzzz

aniwaeeeeees
i want a new bag
a holdall or carryall
haha!
either
fred perry, adidas, agnes b
=)

i.wanna.move

2007-07-22T20:19:00.000+08:00

i wanna move my blog to else where
but. . .
i got soooooo much archives here!
damn!
gonna redo the skin again
sooon. . .
its extremely fugly
and i seriously miss relief teaching lah
haiz. . .
gonna ask my aunty to call me up 2molo
i dun care!
i will miss school for it!
coz its like week 13 soon?
and yeah. . .we can miss up to 4 weeks of school
=)
thats what i like abt RP
and there is the facilitator's biasness
whereby they may up ur grades if possible
=)
so far i have been able to wayang myself up in class
i tink some suspect ler
i mean the facis
coz they commented i have been rather quiet and stuff
sheeesh

and yeah. . .
currently awaiting nxt month's pay!
hehehe
gonna be $600 or $700 plus?
=)
might treat some friends
if i feel like it

and yes. . .
the class chalet falls on the day after my bdae
and i may not go
unless everyone is gonna celebrate my bdae
waste my time if i go and no one celebrate
cheeebyeeee!
summore i am in that class for 1 day every week
nabei!

haven been running or gyming this week
been so sianz
ate 6 donuts in the afternoon
from coswae point
extremely yummy lah!
nabei!
u all better try ah!
cheekeennn!

ok!
must start to jian fei 2molo!
jia you!!!

fuckkkkkkkkkkkk

2007-07-20T22:31:00.000+08:00

dammnnnnn fucking pisssedd
my FYPPPPP is killing me
everyone is sooooooo incompetent!

river.island.sale

2007-07-16T10:07:00.000+08:00

went to donut factory at suntec
last week
saw their new flavours!
absolutely yummy pls?
coffee almond and choc mint!
yummmzzz
and yeahhh! no queue!
lols!
good signn!

and yeahhh. . .had to rush off
after that toooo. . .
RIVER ISLAND!
bought two tops for only $30!
*GASPED*

ok. . .gonna hit RIVER ISLAND again!
so gonna do it!
maybe today?
hehe
coz tuition is killing me on tues and thurs lah
damnnnnn!
hopefully no more wed and fri nitez
really draining me

oh wells. . .
waiting for my pay
checking my account like everyday?
coz supposedly suppose to be in by the 20th
butttttt
sometimes it comes in earlier lehhh!
so yeahh. . .
waiting
*ponders*

ai.de.ni.ya

2007-07-08T22:48:00.000+08:00

went town-ing
with andra and peipei
town was packed
y am i not suprised?
and yeahh. . .
saw this gay couple kissing
on the escalator
rofl!

ok. . .
finally! i didn't shop!
no money lahhhh!
waiting for my pay to come in
then can shop again!
kekekeke!
big spenddderrrrr!
and yeahhh! gonna get that Anya Hindmarch
bag
"I'm not a Plastic Bag"
gonna retail at OnPedder

aniwaes,
baked cupcakes today
hehehe
wit andrea and peipei!
hahaha!
made them pink cupcakes!
rofl!
hmmmms. . .

and yeah. . .
just wrote a complain letter
to the school
coz of the school gym shelves
sheesh!
they take away and now have to put outside!
nabei!
gonna complain again if they don't do anything!
say they treat me unfairly!
cheeeeebye!!!!
gonna bring up to MP also
kNN i pay $5 for school sports fee
everyone also pay $5
then CHEEEEBYEEE! FUCKING CHEAT US!
they better watch out!
gonna do whatever i can to seek redress!

fed.up

2007-07-07T00:16:00.000+08:00

sometimes. . .
its just irritating lah
knowing that whatever you do
is in vain
its a waste of my time
being used like that
haaaa
i bet you guys are having the last laugh
especially since you all warned me
and i lose so many of you
truely, its all in vain
trying to fit in and all
i just hate it. . .

i dont want to be mr-nice-guy
i dont want to used
i dont want to feel cheated
i dont want to face this kinda crap again
fuuuuckkkkk ittttt

sometimes i tink being alone is better
better than being in debt to someone
i really hate this thing call friendship
its been abused
and i wan to go overboard
and save my soul

someone save me. . .
crying inside

=(

shopping.n.fun

2007-07-04T17:35:00.001+08:00

ok. . .
shopping fever has gone down
coz my bank account has gone down
haha

basically shopped at Guess on Sat
bought jeans and belt
hohoho

ooo. . .gwen is coming!
dunno if wanna go. . .
hmms. . .

and yeahhh!
i am about done wit FYP?
hehe. . .
just got to lie to the fac
i did everything
which is unfair
butttttttt
my ideas got to be the right one
i am totally sooooooooo unreasonable

just glad my team can tolerate my bitching
and my snickering at them
so sorrrry guys!
=(
i totally got no patience!

aniwaes,
gonna hit the gym 2molo!
arghhh!

zara.sales.finally

2007-06-28T23:18:00.000+08:00

woohoo
went to zara at 11.30am!
haha. . .ditched second breakout
and 3rd meeting!
SORRY TEAM!
will make it up to u guys!
treat u all air batu!
hahaha!

ok. . .
managed to grabbed the goodies
like my slim fit jeans aka skinnies! =)
my hooodie! finally!
and a pin-up tshirt! hot!
lols!
total damage was like $168?
wanted to spend $300 plus
but. . .
nth much to buy
the jeans all no sizes ler
all the fat ppl sizes
*snigger*

aniwaes. . .
had to cab back!
fuck $9!
cheeeeeesebun!
nabeiiii!
coz of a fcuking UT!
arghhhh!
in the end i wasnt lateeee!

the.cup.cakes

2007-06-27T23:38:00.000+08:00

the cup cakes i made

i tink i wanna sell cupcakes!

looming.around

2007-06-25T23:00:00.000+08:00

i am so sales obsess
i keep saving up for sales lah
wtf!
haha!
its fun i guess
going to sales
seeing cheap stuff
and then thinking abt ppl
who bought it at the exp prices
ahahaha
nonetheless
i cant wait for thursday
for my Zara sales

planning to meet peipei
at ard 11.30am at YCK
then heading down to Zara
hopefully making bck in time
for lesson
or what not
if not, just dun care lahhhh
gonna really fcking shop hard!
arghhhhhh!
i loveeeeeee shopping

and yeah!
i baked cupcakes
and decorated them with icing
choco icing
and been gorging them lahhh
guilt free pleasure?
i just hope sooooo. . .
arggghhhh
bringing them to school
tomolo!

anione wanna try me cupcakes
let me know k!
=)
only gonna bring 8 cupcakes!
kekeke!

ooooooo
thursday come quick!

crasssssssshh.

2007-06-21T12:52:00.000+08:00

bleahx
i vowed never to shop
but i made some really compulsive purchase
yesterdae!
bought a fcuking fossil watch
like at 9.40pm?
coz i felt i need a new watch?
wow!
i am like the biggest retard ever lah!
WHY DO I SHOP SO FCUKING MUCH!
someone shoot me please!
fuck!

queued for donuts on tuesday
wit bestie
like wat the fuck lahhhhh
2hrs of queuing
and then gorging donuts at home
still i got bloated
and i literally barfed in my mouth!

and yeahhhh. . .
i need a facial or something
to clear my acne scars
any suggestion on what to do?
please let me know people!
ARGH!
*slaps reader*

oh. . .
and today's lesson if fucked up
i dunno what to do
just gonna wait till the end
and then i will write my 300 word plus
RJ!
=)

and yeahhhh
wanted to cab down to town at 11.30
buttttttttttt
i didnt
coz i was fcuking pissed
and yeah. . .
i wouldnt be headed to Pull N Bear
anytime soon. . .
=/

i.got.the.flu.bug

2007-06-19T13:18:00.000+08:00

arrgghh
i wanna move to wordpress
but i cant bring my archive with me
damnnnn

been down with the flu since sat
arghhhh
didnt go zouk on wed either
=(
was suppose to go double o on sat
buttttt
i got the fluuuu
sorrrryyyy GILLIAN!
haha

my throat fucking hurts lah
and to add salt to the wound
i was munching chocolates lahhh
from switz
coz andrea is back from switz
and due to my research
found out there was H&M there
and she manage to get two outfits for me
1 tee
and a polo
okkkkkkkk!
=)
dun need to go HK!
hehehe!
HK is overpriced lahhh. . .as in the H&M there
sheeesh!

and yeahhh. . .
bought dunkin donuts last thurs!
yummylicious!
i tink it was quite fresh lahhh
compared to donut factory. . .
dunkin better bahhh?
even donut factory only 3 stars lor
some chaoka summer donut got like 4 stars
eeeeeeeeeksss

cant wait to divulge more chocs
that andrea got from switz
hehehe!
*evil grin*
and yeah. . .kill my throat at the same time

i ought to try some of the remedies that i found
online this morning
like sucking lemons!
eeeeeks!
faints
i hope i get better soooon lahhh
fuckkkk!

and i can't gym coz i am like soooooo damn sick
and it was because of gym i got sick alsoooo
fuckkkiiinggggg nabei!\
=/

shopping.with.the.kl.crew

2007-06-12T23:00:00.000+08:00

was with the crew today
amber and pei rong
was suppose to meet them at 2pm
but they came at 3pm!
my goodness lah!
so i was waiting from 12.30 noon till 3pm!
and i had to browse the magazines at kino
and then do some dumb window shopping
hate window shopping
i rather spend then look at stuffs!

and the reason for me being soooo early
was that i meet suzzanne jung
at mediacorp!
had a wonderful tour ard the newsroom
the place our news is recorded?
ohmygod! its freaking small lah!
great experience i tell ya!!!!

and yeah. . .
back to the crew
we walked ard and chilled at Starfucks
hahaha!!!
managed to snap the sofa seats!
wooohoooo
haha. . .
and i had egg petite
some bread with egg!
lols
and then. . .
i splurge again!
arghhhh
this time on a shirt
for clubbing or whatnot
to be worn with my vest!
hehehe!
coooliossss!

and yeah. . .thank goodness
i am getting my pay nxt wed
hopefully its a big one. . .
*crosses fingers*
then i splurge on Zara sales?
depends lah. . .if there is aniting worth buying
heeeeeeeeee

and yeah. . .probably wont be going zouk 2molo
arghhh. . .sadnessss
oh wells. . .
get well sooon yi weiii!
hehe. . .i dun mind not going 2molo!
=)

freaking.pain

2007-06-09T08:52:00.000+08:00

the new acne cream is damn pain
it keeps irritating my skin lah
till it becomes damn red
and rite now,
i am like using my fair and lovely
just hope my face will get fairer
sooon. . .
i just dun wan a freaking dark face please
fuck fuck fuck
last resort would be to bleach my skinnn!
=/

had a shopping trip yesterdae
with the peipei! haha!
the ever bubbly and funny and whatnot!
haha!
and yes. . .
damage to my bank acct
1 vest from Zara
and a cardigan!
shitttt
fucccckkkk
haiz. . .
nvr mind. . .money can be earned back!
=)
i must be optimistic!!!
and thanksss peipei
for ur tori-q chicken treat!
hehe! =)

and yeah. . .
taught Judy's daughter Vanessa yesterdae
haha. . .i said it was hot
and she turned on the air con!
wooohoooo
amaazzzing lah!
her english is quite bad though she is in EM1 lor
what the helll!!!
*faints*

aniwaes. . .
dreamt abt clubbing!
*gasps*
i thot of going today. . .
but still quite hesistant abt it
oh wells!
gonna hit the gym!
toooodles!

aiyo.zara.sales

2007-06-08T09:54:00.000+08:00

when!
when!
is da zara sales!
so tired of waiting lah!
fuckk!

overdue.pics

2007-06-07T19:58:00.000+08:00

ok. . .got loads of overdue pics!

this was from Marina Square

where i treated Van and Gene to. . .

ANDERSON'S FONDUE!

YUMMYYY!

and. . .this was the sakae treat to the KL-gang

hehe. . .

with haikel the ultimate bitch missing!

and then there was the shopping trip

which i bought me esprit bag! =)

and the donuttttsss. . .

my goodness lah the queue! 2hrs plus we waited?

i didnt take any pics of my donuts

coz i gobbled them fast!

hehe!

and yesterdae's clubbiiiing at zouk!

va va vooooooooom

funnn!

zouk.mambo,jambo

2007-06-07T10:07:00.001+08:00

last night was amazing!
went to zouk
which was a blast lah!
total noob as it was my first time there
went wit cel, hazel, yiwei and edward
hehe!
was waiting for them for 30mins
coz they lose their way aft parking
sheesh!

okkk. . .
zouk was the best of all 3
i tink phuture is like MOS?
nth speacial bah?
i loooovvvvveeee mambo jambo tunes lah
freaking awesomeeee
i do hope to zouk it again
sooooooooooonnnnn
hehe!
overall. . .
an extremely wild night for me
hehe. . .
as i was dancing wildly!
=P

pounds.

2007-06-04T17:39:00.000+08:00

i wonder if i have gained weight
or is it muscles?
hmmms. . .
feeling damn sad lah
its like 4Kg more
since i started working out?
fuck sia. . .

must have been the damn donuts lah
too delicious
as well as that sinful oreo cheesecake
ok. . .
i must start dieting again
gonna start from today
onwards. . .
shall starve and gym!
=)

just hope i can finish FYP sooooon
=/

donut.factory

2007-06-02T21:28:00.001+08:00

I QUEUED 2 HOURS
for 12 donuts
YUMMMY!
at donut factory!
gonna do it again nxt weekkk!
YUMMY DONUTS LAH!
=)

back.dated

2007-05-27T11:27:00.000+08:00

lets see. . .
had teaching on thursday and friday
skipped lessons
made up some lame excuse
that i went for a medical check-up
rofl!
i rather sacrifice school for money/work
than lazy-ness of wanting to stay home lah!

watched pirates yesterdae lah!
ohmygooodness
so exp lah the ticks now coz of
the fact that it is a 'blockbuster'
and what actually makes it a 'blockbuster'
it just got release lah!
sheesh!

wonderful movie though
better than the previous lah!
watched wit amber and lucas!
hehe!
=)

oh yeah. . .starting eating Macs on fridae
=/
and been eating it yesterdae
and this morning as well?
taking a leaf out of martina's page
=/
she alwaes eat mac lah!
my goodness!

ok. . .gonna go town today
haha
time for the sales
and yeah. . .
clubbing on wed
hopefully zouk or something?
with celesteeee!
yeahhhh!

again.i.failed

2007-05-23T17:33:00.000+08:00

i am a totally jinx?
i failed my driving practical test again
its very disheartening to fail it lah
i guess i really screwed up alot
this time. . .
but i wasnt as nervous as before
i believe i have gotten used to it
hopefully can pass nxt round again. . .
which is in August?
arghness. . .
another $150 damage
i swear lah
i dun wan to take it, but mom insisted i did
so yeah, no choice i guess

no moooood
for school 2molo
will head down for relief teaching instead!
=(

extremely dissapointed
and depressed rite now
nothing suxs like this before. . .

again.and.again

2007-05-21T14:54:00.000+08:00

i am petrified
about this wed
what if i fail again
what if i get intimidated again
what if i get nevous
what is i screw up
what if the TP man is scary
i am scared
i need confidence lah. . .
damn scaredddddd
fuck fuck fuck

BE CONFIDENT U DINGBAT!
arrrghhh!

Oh, I must stop these doubts, all these worries
If I don't I just know
I'll turn back
I must dream of the things I am seeking
I am seeking the courage I lack
The courage to serve them with reliance
Face my mistakes without defiance
Show them I'm worthy
And while I show them
I'll show me

So, let them bring on all their problems
I'll do better than my best
I have confidence they'll put me to the test
But I'll make them see I have confidence in me
Somehow I will impress them
I will be firm but kind
And all those children (Heaven bless them!)
They will look up to me

And mind me with each step I am more certain
Everything will turn out fine
I have confidence the world can all be mine
They'll have to agree I have confidence in me
I have confidence in sunshine
I have confidence in rain
I have confidence that spring will come again

Besides which you see I have confidence in me
Strength doesn't lie in numbers
Strength doesn't lie in wealth
Strength lies in nights of peaceful slumbers
When you wake up -- Wake Up!
It tells me all I trust I lead my heart to
All I trust becomes my own
I have confidence in confidence alone

super.stressed.day

2007-05-16T18:51:00.000+08:00

suayness 1:

woke up
and was told my relief teaching cancel
was about to sleep
when they called again
saying they need me!
sheesh
suayness day lah today

suanyness 2:

bump into another teacher
when i ran
and she was holding her water bottle
so she was quite fed-up
could see she was damn pissed
sooooooo damn embarassing and dumb of me
i can't get over it leh!
shit!

suayness 3:

was damn late for tuition at AMKPS
haha
coz of damn train
and the schoool sooooo ulu ulu inside
atleast it looks better than that xishan lor
my goodness

suayness 4:

my class finished on time
but the head tutor's class clock was slow
so she thot i ended fast!
wat the fuck!
lols!
=/

suayness 5:

can't teach AMKPS nxt week
coz of my driving test
shitttty

so much crap today lor
but atleast i saw AMK Hub
wah! got New York, New York there leh
so high class restaurant go to such a pathetic place
lucky lor those NYP people
tamade. . .
nvr mind. . .

can't wait for driving on fridae
after 2 months of nt touching a car
hahahahaha!
gonna beeeee in deeeep shit!

argh! FYP as well 2molo
cheeeebye. . .

skipping.tuition

2007-05-15T23:08:00.000+08:00

ok. . .
feeling damn guilty
i lied to my tuition thingy
and claimed i was ill
and i lied to my mum
saying i went to tuition
instead. . .

HAD DINNER AND DESSERT
at Marina Bay!
LOLs
with Vanessa and Genie baby!
=))
we had carls
and then treated them to a lovely fondue
at Andersons'
yummy
and so sinful lah!
i tink i seriously need a goooooood workout!
argh!
flabby arms!
flabby thighs!
flabby tummy!

why isn't my gyming showing results!
FUCK!
ok. . .got relief tomolo morning
and then tuition at AMK Pri
shitttttyyyy

swimming.grins

2007-05-11T22:58:00.000+08:00

finally went to swim
in my school's pool
which was really fun!
heeeeh
coz i learned to swim
all thanks to russell!
haha. . .
he was quite patient trying to teach me
to swim!
haha
it was fun though. . .
trying to learn to swim!
hahaha

was suppose to go wit my fyp-mates
but they were lazy!
humpf!

and yeah, managed to squeeze time for gymming
before swimming just now
and yeah. . .
gonna hit the gym tommorow as well
and yeah. . .
jia you!!!

and i need to get a mom's day card!
haha!
lazy to buy stuff
soooooo not gonna waste me money
plz!
sheesh!

ahhhhh. . .
i wanna swim again!!!!

underneath.your.clothes

2007-05-11T10:07:00.000+08:00

You're a song
Written by the hands of god
Don't get me wrong cause
This might sound to you a bit odd
But you own the place
Where all my thoughts go hiding
And right under your clothes
Is where I find them

Underneath Your Clothes
There's an endless story
There's the man I chose
There's my territory
And all the things I deserve
For being such a good girl honey

Because of you
I forgot the smart ways to lie
Because of you
I'm running out of reasons to cry
When the friends are gone
When the party's over
We will still belong to each other

Underneath Your Clothes
There's an endless story
There's the man I chose
There's my territory
And all the things I deserve
For being such a good girl honey

I love you more than all that's on the planet
Movin' talkin' walkin' breathing
You know it's true
Oh baby it's so funny
You almost don't believe it
As every voice is hanging from the silence
Lamps are hanging from the ceiling
Like a lady tied to her manners
I'm tied up to this feeling

Underneath Your Clothes
There's an endless story
There's the man I chose
There's my territory
And all the things I deserve
For being such a good girl honey

so.far.so.good

2007-05-10T09:29:00.000+08:00

ok. . .class has been good. . .
sooooo far
except for some exceptions
like that china guy
and that mad gal
i mean seriously,
she's pyscho lah!
will scream for no reason
run out for no reason
laugh for no reason
and from what i heard, cry for no reason
she is weird
and i give her a mean stare whenever i see her lah
coz she's crazy?
sheesh!

and yeah. . .
besides that modules been ok
except for my first B, all As!
heeeeeee
and yeah. . .FYP
is making me shit bricks lah
soooooo much to do lah
my team is relatively ok. . .

hmmm. . .marketing is shitty lah
like soooo much is expected from us?
like my B was from this module also lah!
argh. . .

missing.you

2007-05-07T22:04:00.000+08:00

missing ur warm touch. . .
and ur sweet kisses
=)

what.i.like.about.you

2007-05-06T01:14:00.000+08:00

i like the way u smile
i like the way u speak
i like the way ur voice
i like the way ur so honest
i like how u held my hand
i like how u gave me unexpected kisses
i like the sugar rush u gave me
i like that sensation that goes through me
i like the excitement you bring me
i like the way ur eyes light up
i like ur unexpected pauses
i like U!

fun.

2007-05-02T01:05:00.000+08:00

yesterdae
was
fun!
=)

bye.bye.daddy

2007-04-30T20:05:00.000+08:00

ok
dad left this morning
*sobs
bon voyage!
hehe
i tink he should be in Doha by now
hmmm. . .

aniwaes, we had a last family dinner
last nite
at Siam Kitchen!
hehe!
and yeah. . .gonna miss dad!

mom will be joining him
in 2 months time?
haiz. . .

aniwaes, school has been great!
been getting As!
gladness!
=)

so.lonely

2007-04-27T20:28:00.000+08:00

went to some stupid airline talk today
hmmm. . .
i just hope I can be a steward in future
teaching sucks lah
i also started some night tuition thingy
argh
double shit

school has been fine
except for FYP
i seriously don't know what to do
i am soooooo not motivated to start on my project
no motivation?
haiz

cant wait for the parents to move
to Doha
which is in Dubai
some country in the Middle East
haha. . .
total independence for me!
and then i can club more!
wahahahaha
=)

aniwaes,
just feel so empty and lonely at time
probably need a companion
by my side. . .
sometimes
i hate feeling unloved and lonely
at time. . .
haiz. . .

the.pictures.woohoo

2007-04-22T10:42:00.000+08:00

louis.vuitton

2007-04-21T20:03:00.001+08:00

wakakaka
finally got my LV!
for like $360?
its just a card wallet
which is really small
and nice lah!
its the damier design
and got it at LV Hilton
wohhoooo
first buy
and certainly, wont be my last!
=)

fyp.sucks.big.time

2007-04-18T22:23:00.000+08:00

had the fyp meeting yesterday
wit valerie and celeste
and my god!
the facilitator scared the shit outta me
and I dunno if he is gonna be of help?
coz he seemed so unhelpful!
made me freaking worried and scared
hmmm. . .
FYP!!!
y so chime!!!!
haiz!

finally got my first A for year 3 as well
gladness. . .totally!
hopefully i can keep it up
with ppl like russell ard, i have to work harder
and speak up more
just speak crap also!

went to town wit haikel
hehe. . .shop, shop, shop
had nth in mind actually
just wanted to spend money
went to agnes b, shirt no size
haiz
wanted to buy onitsuka, shoe too girly
haiz
yeah. . .but i bought CK boxer briefs?
and bods.bodynits berms?
and a teenage millionaire tee which
cost $59! *GASP*

on friday need to go down to pullnbear
to get that sesame street shirts!
so cute!!!
must rush rush rush!
kekeke!

first.day.again.again

2007-04-16T20:59:00.000+08:00

lols. . .
class was. . .ok?
not so bad
hope I can get an A today?
but i doubt so. . .

school was packed
never seen school this packed before
maybe coz its the first day?
later on all will pon school. . .
CONFIRM DEH!
sheesh!

after school had pasta. . .lols
=)

shopping.goodies

2007-04-15T23:02:00.000+08:00

hehe. . .
finally done with school shopping!
this bag is so sexy lah! lols!

back.to.shit.school

2007-04-15T10:04:00.000+08:00

year 3 will start like tommorow?
my classes are

C252-1-W54B-A Management Information Systems
C152-2-W54B-A Marketing
C151-3-W54B-A Financial Accounting
C254-4-W66P-A Micro Economics

what the hell! first lesson is MIS?
and the faci is an old man
Frank Ng? EEEEKS!
serious turn-off for an old man to teach
coz he will probably nag alot
fug!

and yeah, wat's up wit MIS?
hopefully its some stupid IT module
which is easy to bluff through
sheesh!

and i have 2 classes to go to?
wonderful isn't it!
fuck lah!
i did so well wit a fucking GPA of 3.75
and they still do this to me
wonderful ppl!
hats off to R*PUBLIC P SCHOOL OF REGI-SHIT!
for all the shit crap they do

oh yah. . .luckily got like a few people i know
heng lah!
and i also wanna see the new faces as well
ahahahaha
some so retarded!
wakakakaka

and yeah. . .i need to get lots of school stuff
fuck!
like my crumpler backpack?
and some fucking shirts?
fuck!
fuck!
fuck!

its.the.end

2007-04-13T21:57:00.000+08:00

ok. . .

finally. . .
its the end. . .

after 3 gruelling months. . .

good bye 3 Diligence

especially my dearest Suzanne. . .

haiz. . .

i hope the new relief will look after them

real well. . .

haha. . .

hope she doesn't abuse them like I did

kinda regretted many things i did. . .
i love you all so so so much!
muacks muacks!

post.#601

2007-04-12T18:11:00.000+08:00

got the scare of my life just now lah
when i urinated like blood?
ohmygod!
i tink i held my bladder too long. . .
i am so scarred lah
having bladder problems since yesterdae
shit!
will i have kidney failure!
choy!
=/

aniwaes, today is the second last day
with 3 Diligence
and i spent it at the Botanic Gardens
haha. . .was fun
the guides were from RP LAH!
wat the fuck! haha!
and then. . .yeah. . .some of them
were H-O-T
with a capital H!
haha!

and yeah. . .camwhore not much
coz was feeling worried coz of the bloody urine
=/
hopefully its nothing serious neh. . .=/